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so you guys know how i asked james to the dance well now he was planning to ask me out but i moved to my aunt kims in colorado... oh ok so i broke up with camron! i was getting ready to go to this party with alicia out at boots and jeremys and i tried to call him cause he wouldnt talk to me and he wouldnt answer then he texted me saying how dare i call him and how could i think that ?!? tasha told him i thought he was cheating on me !! i never thought that!! i tried telling him i didnt say that but he wouldnt believe me over tasha ! totally not gonna work !!! so i dumped him  and now he wont leave me alone saying that he is gonna die with out me and stuff like he loves me and junk.... he barely knows me ! anyways at the party jeremy asked me out and of course i said yes cause the guy is soooo hott!!!  i mean he has a six pack and everything and his truck is totally awesome.. plus he is really popular and has awesome parties all the time !! but he hasnt has a girl friend in a couple of months so he aint a player :) i really like him! and now that i  live in colorado he is waiting for me !! the day i was leaving he came over and stayed all night with me ( no we diidnt do anything) anyways he made me promise  to come back so he can have his chance.. he calls me babe and baby and everything:)

wow

well to much has happened for one post so this is like one of three. umm where to start? ok well lately me and my mom have been fighting a lot ltely and its mainly cause she still thinks im twelve and i dont like being treated like im a child anyways we got into a fight one morning cause the the night before a brought MY CAR back to the house at eleven friday night .. its bull cause it aint a school night and curfew was twelve plus a was gonna stay the night with my friend alicia(not r i couleally i was going to a party with jeremy) anyways so the next morning when i got home she starts yellin at me!! says that i need to buy MY CAR FROM HER!!!! i know its messed up!! i couldnt take it anymore so i called up my birth day and aunt kim and told them a needed to get out of there... i mean my mom was saying some really messed up stuff and i wasnt keep putting up with it

Snowflake plans

Our school has this dance and girls are suppose to ask the guy. Well i asked James:) I was going to ask him monday but i couldnt wait. We have English together 6th period so i went in 5th and wrote all over the board in the back of the room. He was running late but everyone even the teacher was say "its about time" and "finally" (lol) I mean is it that easy to see that i have feelings for him? We are always together and everything but I'm terrified about being with him. Cause me and Robert were really good friends and we dated and broke up, me and Dalton were like best friends and we broke up and now we barely talk. I would die if that happened to me and James!! He has always been in my life and I dont really think I could function without him. He says I shouldnt worry cause he isnt like them but still I cant help it! OMG i have no idea what dress I'm gonna get?!?! i want something really pretty, but every girl wants that(lol) I told my mom that I might go with him and she really wants me to date him! so yeah Camron hasnt talked to me all day
!! im reallt worried cause he barely talked to me yesterday to. When ever I text time he is always with friendsand I'll send him something after he told me whats up and all he sends me is a smiley face or lol. I dont know if I did something wrong or if he is just getting tired of me:*(  I guess it aint gonna work out. OMG I forgot to tell you guys that my best friend Cynthia will be back monday morning! she moved last year and us three(me, James, and Cynthia) were like the three musketers. It is gonna be such a surprise to James! She told us she was going to move to Oklahama but it was just a trick. She texted me and told me cause she coulnt stand keeping it to herself anymore! I'm so excited!

totally not gonna work pal!

lol ok so im in 7th period and i have it with both my ex's(i know lovely right) well i walk into class and its the first time dalton has seen in like to days and camron left this HUGE hickey on my neck.. i mean it looks like i got punched in the neck. well once dalton found out that i have a new boyfriend and that we are messing around he got pissed:) then he tried to rub tory in my face.. its so low! i mean i didnt mean for him to see my hickey but you kinda cant miss it!! and besides he dumped me not the other way around so why would he be mad at me for moving on just like he said  i should!! i mean if he still cares he shouldnt have dumped me in the first place!well its to late now i aint coming back! im really starting to fall for camron and besides he dont deserve someone like me! at least  thats what camron tells me all the time:D

november 3-4

well i have this best friend alicia and she used to date this guy jeremy. she really liked him and he dumped her for his ex(wow guys do that alot) anyways on the night the whole taco bell thing happened jeremy was there and when he took us home and tasha gave him my number! he has been texting me non stop!!like he texted me last night and asked if i wanted to hang out at walmart with him and travis and nathan and some other dude.. well i was gonna cause they are all my friends and camron said it was fine.. once i said i would be able to he started calling me babe and all that stuff! i told him i was with camron and he wants me to dump camron for him! totally not gonna happen! unless camron dumps me first.. cause he has kinda been actin wierd lately.. like i'll text him and usually we text non stop but ill text him and he will send back these short one word texts. and it takes forever for him to text back? it aint like him to be like this.  i text tasha to see if he was talking to her about us cause he usually does but she wont ever text me! oh well maybe it aint ment to be!? i hope it is cause im really starting to fall for him

crazy night last night

well lets see i faked sick and stayed home yesterday and as soon as my mom left i text camron to come over:) it was amazing!! js.. he is so funny and cute i think inm really falling for him.. omg he did the cutest thing.. when me and dalton broke up i changed the banner on my phone to saw love is a myth. well i was asleep and he changed it to love is not a myth.. and then i texted him once he lft and asked him about it and he said it isnt cause im falling in love with you:) it was so cute... anyways i went to a party last night out at travis's house. it was lame!! they are real dicks.. they treat women like they are a peice of meat!!

OMG! best weekend of my life!!

omg never thought i would be happy again but this weekend proved me wrong! friday we had no school so me, james, jasmine, and christina were all gonna watch scary movies.. well jasmine and christina didnt come so i texted my friend tasha and asked if she wanted to come. she asked her dad and he said yes so then she asked if she could bring this guy and if i was single:) i told her yes cause i broke up with johnathan thursday... amywasy the guys name camron! he is soo sweet and hott! he came over and we had the best time ever. so then tasha texted me and wanted to know if i could spend the night with her and that if i could camron could come over and stay to:) so me and camron stayed up all night talking and watching tv! best night ever!! and i didnt get any sleep so satureday morning i had to leave at like 8:30 casue tacha had to work. i went home and my parents got this crazy idea to go to the fall fest down town at like 9:00 so i didnt get to go to sleep. we were there almost all day and when we finally went home we had to start getting ready to go trick or treating. and since my mom had to work this year i had to take ellie, plus my friend savannah texted me and asked if her and her sister grace could come. and if her boyfrined Tj could come. and then johnathan( the one who wont leave me alone) came with... we walked all over town until like 9:30 and i called my mom and asked her to come get us. she wasnt to happy with savannah cause she has a baby and was out all night sucking face with Tj! so we took all of them home and i got to stay the night with tasha again! :D she hadnt seen her boyfriend in likt a month so i drove her up to perryville and me her camron and andy all hung out till like 12. we had to go cause camron had to work the next morning...i was kinda mad cause my mom said i couldnt go anywhere but tashas so i needed gas money and they never gave me any so i got in huge trouble with my mom last night... then we get back to russellville adn travis texted me and asked if i wanted to go to a party but we had to wait till kenny(tashas dad) was asleep and travis didnt want to wait(jerk!) so we went to walmarts and meet up with people and they were pullin out as we were pullin in so we met at taco bell... not saying who but one of my friends tried to drift aroung the drive through line and drove right through the menu sign and hit the building!! we all hauled ass and got out of there!! they didnt she the suburban that did it and thought it was the white ford truck... i had to follow the dude home and then he tred to get tasha to dump andy for him so we texted jeremy to come get us. he is so funny we were singing at the top of our lungs ...after that i just went home